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bad day ):
Friday, May 08, 2009
11:24 PM
Ahhh i dont know whats wrong with me;
i guess im stretched too thin, and im breaking.

i find myself having to keep on prioritising all my stuff; juggling homework, training, piano, my social life, church, and the other things i like. then i only get like average 6 hours of sleep a day which is not enough for my tired body to recover from the fatigue of endless trainings.
its not that i dont like training; in fact i enjoy it a lot, but its just quite hard to train properly when you're like half-dead before it even starts...
and then i keep on sleeping (unwillingly) during lectures and tutorials, which wasnt a problem for me all the while... need more sleep ): zzz.

today i had school, then land training (which i left halfway to go for piano), then piano lesson at like 7; and thats why i dread fridays. especially during piano, my teacher doesnt understand that its damn damn damn hard for me to commit to preparing for my Grade 8 exams this year, then i always kena scolding for not practicing. like =____=" lah; everyday reach home bathe finish already earliest 9pm, then if i had training i will be like dam shagged, then still got homework to do and all the other stuff; REALLY GOT MOOD TO PRACTICE ARH!!! and the worst thing is that i dont even enjoy all the exam songs except the C pieces; ULTRA BORING can!
my teacher now says im just trying to get that Grade 8 pass but not playing for the love of piano. i think i am actually the opposite; instead of practising my exam pieces i always get distracted by other nice songs instead, like the Super Mario songs, dance of the Sugarplum fairy, and other more modern songs. actually i also dont want to take the exams lah, its not like having a grade 8 cert will make you play better & with more feeling or something; thats all up to yourself. but since im at grade 7 already i thought might as well finish it lor, but now end up piano gives me extra (& unneccessary & unwanted) stress and eat up my time. kns la i dam stupid!!!

and Dance Night ticket ordering is like a complete mess; initially we wanted saturday night, then they sell finish all the tickets before even opening the CT order form... like that still nevermind, but then want to buy friday night, after 1 day also all SOLD OUT D: now my OG people like some going friday night, some saturday afternoon, some saturday night. how can like that!!

and then after registering for Bike Hike (30-31 may), suddenly they tell me OCIP Cambodia (31may-11june) might not be cancelled since the H1N1 thing is dieing down; so now i have to choose between bike hike & cambodia. and i of course will choose Cambodia, then might have to forfeit my 20$ registration fee and cannot night cycle with my class guys... CRAPPP!!!!

oh but at least Yong Cai is helping us buy more Phiten necklaces cos his sister's friend got lobang :D its like 20$ for X50 which is super good value, considering we bought X30 for 45$ last time hahaha totally got scammed man ): GO PHITEN GANG haha


ok, very tired & unhappy now. hope tomorrow will be better! dragonboating here i come (: